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Week Three
May 30th - June 5th, 2011


Here's a preview of what my desk looks like on a typical day. The desktop is the
box NetSec is lending me for the summer, named Kix. The laptop has no name :(


Now concludes the third week. I started the week feeling very very disappointed about my progress. This had a lot to do with memorial day, since we had it off. I know I should really be enjoying my time off, but I just wasn't sure whether I was supposed to work that Monday or not. So I assumed that a holiday means just that - time off. But, the paranoid person in me decided mid-week that I will make up for lost work time by staying late at the lab the rest of the week. It wasn't until late Thursday that I actually started feeling better - a lot better. This was because at the weekly meeting with Dan and Jason, I asked Dan about the big picture of this summer for me. I was really hinting at "what exactly will I write my end of the summer paper about and what will I present?".

Note: skip over the next paragraph, unless you want to hear my internal project concerns.

It's a huge deal to know this when I will be standing up in front of the other people in the lab, and probably the other dreu student and possibly people from the HPC (high-performance computing) lab. I just really want to do a great job this summer. I have never wanted to work so hard. The funny thing is that I don't feel like I'm working hard - because I'm actually not. In reality I am, and I will explain. Have you ever heard the saying that goes something along the lines of "find your passion and you will never work a day in your life"? Well, I think that's the situation here at CSU. I know this because, though I haven't kept strict time records of how many hours I work a week. It's, at a minimum, the amount of a full-time job. These past three weeks I've genuinely been very interested and very excited about all the work I've been doing. The hard part comes when I try and evaluate my progress.

Back to the meeting with Dan and Jason. Dan revealed that Jason is working on a project called 6Watch that deals with various problems facing IPv6 and its current implementation (and lack of implementation) on the Internet. We started talking about the current deployment differences between IPv4 and IPv6 (internet protocols versions 4 and 6). There were lots of data online that Dan was pulling up for mainly me to see. He then mentioned a previous study that was done here recently in the NetSec lab that dealt with unreachable IPv4 addresses. So, the new project that I got assigned that day is going to apply a similar approach and methodology to unreachable IPv6 addresses. This has great potential. And now I have a better idea about what my final paper and presentation will contain because I will actually be able to use BGPmon for data and analysis of the actual Internet! This feels AMAZING right now. While I have been super excited about everything so far. This feeling just puts my state of mind over the top. I almost don't know how to feel right now.

Something that really made me feel better about this week was that Dan and I had quite a long informal meeting late Friday. I usually stay later than everyone else and had no idea anyone else was here, but when I passed in front of Dan's office, it was open! This was at about 6pm. I was hesitant at first, but I went in and asked for his help configuring the new BGPmon that's on the new server I installed last week. As always, he was extremely helpful. Especially because he didn't just tell me the solution, he taught me in a way that it felt like we both learned it together. He was very thorough. Each time he goes to teaching mode, I am amazed at his teaching ability. Especially for such a busy person. We spent about half an hour solving and learning the solution. About another hour was spent just talking about research and graduate school. I learned a lot that I had no idea about. It was probably one of the best mentoring meetings I've had with anyone, even though it happened in an unplanned way.

On the weekend, I did nothing special. I played catch-up with all the chores I had been putting off, especially organizing my room since I hadn't really fully moved into the room. For now, I'm excited about next week and trying to get as much done as I can before I go visit Texas again and get married! I think it's awesome that this program is flexible enough to allow a 2 week vacation in the middle of the research experience, but then still let me have the full 10 week experience. I am soooo grateful that I get the best of both worlds. I get to do this awesome dreu AND hang out with family before the wedding AND get married AND have a honeymoon. The best part is that the dreu doesn't interfere with the wedding and vice versa. I'll admit that I felt guilty at first about the 2 weeks off. But as I started the research, I realized that the 2 weeks off have no negative impact whatsoever on this summer research.  It turned out to be: 4 weeks of research, 2 weeks off, then 6 more weeks of the dreu. So the 2 weeks might actually have a positive impact on this research experience.

Overall, I think this was a kind of slow, but very motivational week. We'll see what the 4th week brings.
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